day after day, time flies! i ask myself : what i want ? happy family? great business? or even the dream? here family means husband and child rather than parents or relatives. most people will do that in their life. but for me , i am a little puzzled. this afternoon , a guy who has been introduced to me as the boyfriend by a close friend wanted to be my friend in xiaonei.com. i agreed but felt a little weird in the deep mind. now think it over, maybe i dislike to belong to anyone especially the stranger. in the deep mind i insisted that building a new family means leaving the old one , though i know maybe it is not. i have missed the proper age of falling in love naturally and now all the loves are for the marriage, then leaving this family and building another one. i don't like it so i suggle against BF introduction. i am a pure dream-hunter, but it is hard for a girl to live the whole life not to mention achieving a big business alone. so i need the real support from a strong man. i need a boy to love and to been loved!it is controdictory. i don't know what i want!
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