The bored day

Gloomy,depressed,unhappy,boring revolved around in my mind these days. Although I clearly know what I want and what I need, my mind might go back on me at some unpredictable moment. Stay-at-home, watching TV, going to the internet, quiet and reserved. All negative words could describe my state of life........I know my situation in life is extremely bad. I like as a loafer. I hate it but I don't get over it.........The quotation named as " The joy of living"Joy in living comes from having fine emotions, trusting them, giving them the freedom of a bird in the open. Joy in living can never be assumed as a pose, or put on from the outside as a mask. People who have this joy don not need to talk about it; they radiate it. They just live out their joy and let it splash its sunlight and glow into other lives as naturally as bird sings. We can never get it by working for it directly. It comes, like happiness, to those who are aiming at something higher. It is a byproduct of great, simple living. The joy of living comes from what we put into living, not from what we seek to get from it.

take it easy

The word I like the most is ¡°take it easy¡±.´ÓÈÝ Take it easy when you get into the trouble. After graduation, I had so much difficulties in looking for the job, what¡¯s worse, I even had a low opinion of myself. Later I adjusted myself to the requirement of job and got an satisfying offer. Take it easy when meeting the challenge. I was in charge of the foreign trade in a company. The England clients were going to pay a visit in Shanghai in April, 2006. I did my best to arrange everything for them, and my efforts paid off . Our company obtained an order worth 80 thousand RMB. Take it easy when you get a surprise. The teachers always praise highly my daughter for her excellent performance in the parents¡¯ meeting, which encourages me keep up the good work. If you take it easy, the difficulty turns out the experience, the challenge maybe an opportunity and the surprise is possibly the motivation, right?

suddenly I thought of you

We haven't met for two years. In the two years ,we completely lost contact. I tried my best to get touch with you, but it seemed that you didn't want to be in touch with me. I know you are suffering a lot. You don't hope me see your nonplussed situation. But I just want to know where you are , what you are doing and how are you now. Suddenly I tought of the days we were together. We were so happy then. But the days has gone.

Stock Market Madness

I don¡¯t know since when stock talk has become a hot topic, a necessary exchange occurring at each and every encounter: ¡°Oh, my God. Half an hour after I sold X yesterday, it was going up to the threshold. Can you believe that?¡±¡°Guess what? I got an inside news, XX is definitely going to ¡­.¡±¡°I really think we should be careful now, the index is rising like crazy.¡± On and on we¡¯d go, my friends, my coworkers, almost every person in my extended circle. And now, I find myself sitting beside the dinner table with my in-laws and my husband, and just as it has gone in our past many dinners, we are getting involved in a dispute over the stock madness. ¡°I told you high price stock was bad choice, you didn¡¯t listen to me. Look at what happened!¡± ¡°Then you should know better to sell X at such price. Only if hold it a few more minutes, we can at least gain 10% more¡­.¡± I cut in with cheery voice: ¡°In total we still gain, don¡¯t we?¡± But no one care to listen. I am among the minority who hasn¡¯t anticipated in this game, so my words don¡¯t carry any weight. How can we end up in such madness? Thanks to bullish market, every one---from grannies to college students¡ªseemed to be playing the market. Though averagely we get 50% gain, but none of us is satisfied. We can smell money in air, so we just want more. Every one knows that we have a bubble but we all believe we could gain a great fortune before the market headed for a meltdown. Does anybody here remember the pain of the downside of the business cycle we once suffered? Listening quietly to the heated discussion from my family, I find myself totally immune to this fever. What¡¯s going on? Is this a sign of behind the times? When the teenagers begin to talk about integrate index, the only way I know to deal with extra money is to save them for raining days. You get to a certain stage in life, you don¡¯t believe in easy money. Regular paid becomes the focus, not investment. No stock drama! How can I survive from this national fever? What am I to d! o with a void like that? Apparently, one option is to fill it with the little creature growing inside my body. Besides, no one fight for TV remote with me now because my husband would spend every night facing the computer, analyzing the figures, probability statistics, and portfolio theory, trying to puzzle it out. And TV is all for my use. Ha!

some words

i quit my job ,i will leave this company next week eventurely ,exciting. a new start ,a new hope..i spent my most beautiful youth here .now i don't know how to express my feeling ......i'm not a open-minded woman ,but i like open-minded people ,all my good friends are all open-minded girls ,they are all easy-going .i love them .i prefer to get along with open-minded person.although i'm introverted and passive actually.i also hope my mr right is open-minded man .we need to be complemantary.he can affect me sometime.the open-minded person generally is easy -going ,are good at communication ,and have good presentation skill .it's easier to deal with all affairs during the interpersonal for open-minded person.during job-hunting ,many jobs ask for open-minded character.i don't like my own type ,i want to change myself .i want to be more open-minded and optimist

Snowing

These days xi'an have a big snow , it 's very big,our classmates very like it ,especially from southern's student, thery are very amazing ,they said they didn't seen the big snow ever.Cold is doesn't matter for them. look at that picture ,i'm very exciting, just as returned to childhood,it's very interesting.i like it.but today xi'an is very cold,we take a lots of clothes for my body like a bear.i think this is mean winter have come here.

snow make me think

snow make me thinksnow is a pridicture of the end of a yearsnow is predecessor for the new beginning of Springnow walking in the snowing campusi feel no cold but something very treasubleit reminds me of the happy time we toghther playing in the snowsnow make me think of my hometownsnow make me think of everythingnowwaiting for another snow in the northern part of China in the bottom of my heart ~

snow ball

everything is covered by the snowmakes me so excitedi grow-up in Sichuan proviece,never see so heavy snow en~~ keep going my everyday sentencetoday topic is "offers and counteroffers"1,You can get bargain books,digital cameras,footwear,jewelry,almost anything you are searching for at prices much lower than retail when you are a smart shopper.This is the same in doing foreign trade.2,cheap commodities are of bad quality and good commodities are not cheap.3,he is a black sheep in the family.ËûÊÇÒ»¸ö°Ü¼Ò×Ó4£¬the seller can ask for a sky-high price,the buyer can make a down-to-earth offer.ÂþÌìÒª¼Û£¬¾ÍµØ»¹Ç®¡£5,success belongs to the persevering.

snow

as other places in northern china , it snows today in tianjin. exactly speaking, it is sleety. but it is not cold at all . looking at the snow flying and falling outside of window, an illusion happens that it seems the building is rising up.hah! interesting! but it stoped soon .

Ski in the Emirate Mall in Dubai

Today, I ski with my friend in the Emirate Mall in Dubai.Emirate Mall was The big Mall in Dubai in 2008 before that the Dubai had built.There is a very Big indoor Ski playground in Emirate Mall.It call the biggest one indoor Ski playground in the world.Ski is very excite but also not easy to study.I learn ski fast, after 2 hour I already know how to move,stop,and control the direction.It's very interesting.

Singles's Day

Today is singles's day . many boys or girls maybe feel unhappy, because they have no girl or boy friends. for me , i am single now, i have broken up with my girlfriend few months ago. but today , i am not feel depression .anyway ,i have a lot of classmates and friends .riot Every year in jiujiang University , when the Singles's Day is coming, the students who have no girlfriends or boyfriends .they always have some activity game, they were get together to drink and sing, the most popular song is ' the song of single' The most point i want to say is the activity game sometimes turn into riot .they were throw into the empty bottle from the window. and turned up the sound . whatever , the riot was funny for us ,but it was a trouble for the police man. This evening , we are going to celebrate the singles's day , the boys of our classes want to drinkyeah, it's maybe a good time tonight , i am look ing forward it

Sick but Content

Normally, at this moment of the day, I would be waiting for a bus in the bus station near my company, but as you can tell, right now I am sitting in front of my computer and updating my blog.Because I am sick, caught a cold again! I am afraid it is just the cold did not really leave me, and as it is getting colder, it just reappears.When I woke up late in the morning, owing to the medicine, I checked my cell, there were 10 unread messages from friends, collegues and even my supervisor.After reading those warm and sweet messages, I felt the cold has gone, I am fine.Love heals everything, with love who is afraid of the weak virus?I am sick and content.

Seems to back to school

According to the company rule, staff can't do anything for nonwork activities use the Internet in our company, feel a little unaccustomed. The new rule is very strict and comprehensive, if we break it they will deduct our mark or give us other punish. And we must take the examination about company rule and technique, personnel manager and section chief in charge of setting the paper. Oh, My God....... In addition, they also organize training activities, play some interactive games to enhance the relationship of colleagues. And today superiors told us to write something about own team which will release to the company newspaper, and usually the hard work was charge of section chief , unfortunately i am bad at writing, so terrible to me....... An old feeling-------school-days

Say something about me~

My name is Jenny. I come from Jiangxi province.I am a young people, also have the same love with all young people; part of the young people like hip-hop, music, movies and so on, so I was no exception, Pop music is one of my favorites, I like it¡¯s can make people relax, sometimes, people can listen to music to transform the depressed mood. ha ha ~~There are many excellent singers in the world, they have good voice. I like Sarah Brightman very much.And I also like do exercise, I always climb mountain with my classmate. Next, I want to introduce my job. I have a full time job; I start work at 8:30 A.M on workday. From 12:30P.M. to 1:30P.M, it is lunch break, so after have lunch I can have a rest for half an hour, I leave work at 5:30P.M. in the afternoon. I¡¯m a sales assistants in a HK company, remain with overseas sales Division, We are sale MP3/MP4/GPS/photo frame and etc, preside over Europe team¡¯s order for the moment. I am a beginner for this.I feel it have few stress though some times, but I still like my job, because I can learn more from my job, I have a good environment to study English, It need to use English during work everyday, so I must study English very struggling.

river of time keeps moving forward

This is the fifth month since I bid farewell to college, and the third month since I started my working life. Half a semester has slipped away, without leaving any trace, like a drifting petal kissing the river of time, which could not even awake a ripple¡­The relentless and restless river of time keeps moving forward, casting a sympathetic glance at this chaos world¡­

relationship

these days,lots of thing comes as one,this month.i start to think more about the myself.especially,my ralationship. first of all,i admit that i'm not a good-talker.juiding from apperrance,it usually drows to a conclusion that i'm a introvert boy.when i meet with someone,it turns out that i say hello later.and when others making a joke on me,i'm shy sometime.i understand that i only need some change which should begins right now.and i also learn that there is no point to complaint anything,what i need to do is how to do in the future.negtive thinking will only devastate my mind.i wil lose control and it's not the way things were. the worst thing i find in my mind is that i don't know how to show love and take care.being alone a long time,i am gradually forget about my friends.i ignore a lot of treasures which i should hide inside for the rest of my life.it's lucky that i realise the problem and i'm trying to make a difference.it suddenly dawn on me that i become mature and i leverage myself by myself.just as a song sings:i'm starting with the man in the mirror. here are three sentences i want to send:don't be a man who knows how to love until he is loved by someone,who remembers the importance of friends until he feel alone.

ready for BEC vantage

Since graduated from university, I have not study or spoken English for a looooong time. Though English is not my work language, I think that it will be more helpful for my career in future. So I stick to read some English articles and have so-so talk on Internet in English. Maybe, my spoken English is so poor that there are not enough friends who want to be my partner, even I invited them sometimes. What a pity! Thus, I recognize that my English must be improved as soon as possible. In my opinion, when you set one target, you will work hard to reach it. What is my target? After considered it seriously, do pass some useful and meaningful certification which is good for my job might be awesome. Though there is one clear target, making decision is not easy thing! It needs courage and confidence. It will spend much of time for it. However, there are some memories in my brain. I do not want to laugh by some bad guys who never believe I can do it! I want to go to international enterprise for better salary. So, I make it! preparing for BEC Vantage!

Pondering...

2009.11.05 Thursday In the library I've just finished my Public Speeching class.After that I walked alone in the campus,slowly and aimlessly.I was seeking a way to calm down and re-check myself with an outsider's perspective. At the very moment, I've definitely met some significantly serious problems ever since I entered university. First an for most, my writing ability stalls in a relatively poor level. I 'm not able to master words yet sentence structures. That's to say : I'm now writing the same essay as I wrote in high school--No Improvement. Second, my spoken English was strongly doubted today.The teacher pointed out something I had never noticed before. 1.I don't pronounce the vowels fully; 2.I'm speaking neither in British accent nor American accent, which turns out to be a real blow at me for that i've always been proud of my "close-native" prononciation. I've always known the fact that because of my poor capacity of using advanced words and speaking in public, the content of my conversation often ends up dull and weak in reflection. The only thing I have to inspire others is my tone and prononciation. Now when I lost my only advantage , I get puzzled yet frustrated. I have to counfess, after compared to my excellent counterparts, I do have a long way to go...Go and be ashamed of having been that conceited before--that nobody questioned you doesn't mean you are perfect. Thus as with this striking awareness, I have to say "THX" to Ms.Xing. It might be a good thing to have my weakness revealed in my sophomore year. The identity crisis it brings gives me a good chance to evaluate myself objectively. Therefore I could figure out the solutions ASAP.

On Achievements and Dreams

It sometimes seems that intense desire creates not only its own opportunities, but its own talents.We feel free when we escape -even if it be but from the frying pan to the fire. There would be no society if living together depended upon understanding each other. The only way to predect the future is to have power to shape the future.No matter what our achievements might be,we think well of ourselves only in rare moments. We need people to bear witness against our inner judge, who keeps look on our shortcomings and transgressions! We need people to convince us that we are not as bad as we think we are. You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you.The leader has to be practical and a realist,yet must talk the language of teh visionary and the idealist. In a time of drastic change it is the learners who inherit the future. The learned usually find themselves equipped to live in a world that no longer exists. We do not really feel grateful toward those who make our dreams come true; they ruin our dreams. We need our own dreams.